EVANS BLUE
(The Melody and the Energetic Nature of Volume) 21.02.2006
01 - A CROSS AND A GIRL NAMED BLESSED
She wears a butterfly on her wrist
but she might as well cut it's head off
she's holding out for weaponds to kill the ghosts inside
or at least kill the thoughts she has of killing her mind
she says "I love you" with her hands
she says "I hate you" with her eyes
There's a pretty girl somewhere with a pretty name
but I could never let you know how much this means
I swear we'll end this war, because we both know
it wasn't worth fighting for
I wear God's name up by my wrist
but she might as well tear my skin off
She's letting go convictions to release the ghosts inside
to release all the suffering of a cross and a girl
I sing "I love you" way too much
so ill say "I hate you" for tonight
There's a pretty girl somewhere with a pretty name
but I could never let you know how much this means
I swear we'll end this war, because we both know
it wasn't worth fighting for
She, she said to me I will be driving in the wrong direction
did you ever think that maybe your life
is heading in the wrong direction, baby?
there's a cross up on the wall
see from the corner of your eye
when you're down on you knees...and she's begging please
so go and lay back down tonight
because you won't know who you are
until you're down on your knees...your begging please
There's a pretty girl somewhere with a pretty name
but I could never let you know how much this means
I swear we'll end this war, because we both know
it wasn't worth fighting for
she said to me...
02 - STOP AND SAY YOU LOVE ME
tłumaczenie - Zatrzymaj się i powiedz, że mnie kochasz
Hey listen, because I'll only say this once
do you think that you could lose yourself in me?
I could say I want to die by your side one day
but I could never speak the words
because they haven't wrote the words that mean enough to me
so together we can burn this way
stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you
I found a loop hole for us now
it's called redemption of my history
do you think you could look past my fears
tell me now my love
because I will lose it in your eyes, I see firelight in your eyes
I know that things will be better when you are by my side
stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you
stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you
I'm guarded, I'm fragile, but if anyone could ever save me now, you can
stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you
stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you
are you strong enough? am I enough?
are you strong enough to say you love me?
03 - COLD (BUT I'M STILL HERE)
tłumaczenie - Zimno (ale wciąż tu jestem)
hello, I'm your martyr, will you be my gangster
can you feel my trigger hand, moving further down your back
when you hide, hide inside that body
but just remember that when I touch you
the more you shake, the more you give away
cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never
we're far from comfortable this time
cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never
we're far from obvious this time
wait, another minute here, time will kill us after all
now can you feel its second hand wrapped around your neck
so fall into my eyes and fall into my lies
but don't you forget
the more you turn away, the more I want you to stay
cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never
we're far from comfortable this time
cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never
we're far from obvious this time
you're so endearing, you're so beautiful,
well I don't look like they do, and I don't love like they do
but I don't hate like they do
am I ever on your mind?
cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never
we're far from comfortable this time
cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never
we're far from obvious this time
COLD, you broke me from the very first night
I'd love you 'til the day that I die
I'm far too comfortable this time
COLD, I loved you from the very first night
you broke me 'til the day that I die
I'm far too obvious this time
04 - ECLIPSED
we love our tradiges
we're both broken in our own little ways
we're broken, but we fit together just right
you know i saw the black inside your eyes
i saw they were eclipsed by mine...and they looked just right
when our lights meet, will you know me then
and will you want to know it?
it feels like i've known you for so long
when our lights meet, will you want me then
and will you ever know it?
it seems like you've know me for so long
i love your analogies
we're both crazy in our own little ways
we talk about the future and our past lives
i know i loved you then, i know i'd love you know
i know i'll love you then...i know i love you now
when our lights meet, will you know me then
and will you want to know it?
it feels like i've known you for so long
when our lights meet, will you want me then
and will you ever know it?
it seems like you've know me for so long
it seems like i've known you for so long
you can't have everything you want when you want it
i will be everything you want when you want it
wait for me, trust for me, fall for me
even when you don't know you're falling for me
will you fall for it, if it should it'll come around again
but don't wait for me and don't trust in me, don't fall for me
even when you know you're falling for me
when our lights meet, will you know me then
and will you want to know it?
it feels like i've known you for so long
when our lights meet, will you want me then
and will you ever know it?
it seems like you've know me for so long
when our hearts meet, will we make it then
will we even notice that they are eclipsed
05 - BEG
There's a lit cigarette... in the hand of my new angel
she's blowing smoke like halos, and now everybody wants her
but I shouldn't even bother
because you made me so complete dear, but you left me so alone here
hang a noose for my new sinner somewhere everyone can see it
won't you beg me and then tell me how to love you
like anybody else would
I know you're risking failure (risking failure)
go run for cover (for how long)
you better start to love her so much you're moving on and on
now there's a whole wide world...that wants to know
have cheap hotels lost their turn-on? she's bathing in the neon
and she's polluting all the airways while I'm passed out in the hallway
and you left me so in love here, you left with so much hate dear
was I creating only chaos-this world lives just fine without us...won't you?
beg me and then tell me how to love you
like anybody else would
I know you're risking failure (risking failure)
go run for cover (for how long)
you better start love her so much you're moving on and on
will it change your life if I change my mind?
when she's lit the whole wide world
I want to know if you will beg me and then tell me how to love you
like anybody else would
I know you're risking failure, (risking failure) but I'd hope you set your levels (for how long)
so you can run for cover
you better start to love her
now are we this pathetic? you made me finally see it
(will it change your life when I change my mind, will it change your mind when I change my life)
go run for cover
you better start to love her so much you're moving on
I'm so pathetic, you made me finally see it
got what you want? I'm gone
for how long? for how long? for how long will it change your life?
06 - OVER
You better crawl on your knees
the next time you say that you love me
fall on your knees, cuz this time I wont be so kind
can't you see that this is life and life is killing me
is it yours? is it mine?
our sky fell down tonight, to wash away our pain
tell me, over and over and over and over and over again
it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in
show me, over and over and over and over and over again
it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in
you better see how evil you can be
when you see my evil smile
it's the one that you'll remember when I am not so kind
can't you see that this is death and death is saving me
I say burn all your bridges while you still have control of the flame
I know it's hard but you...
tell me, over and over and over and over and over again
it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in
show me, over and over and over and over and over again
it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in
you've hardened to the point
you're hard and to the point
tell me, over and over and over and over and over again
it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in
(hardened to the point)
show me, over and over and over and over and over again
(hard and to the point)
it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in
07 - POSSESSIONS
Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide
voices trapped in yearning, memories trapped in time
the night is my companion, and solitude my guide
would I spend forever here and not be satisfied?
and I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes dear
Through this world I've stumbled
so many times betrayed
trying to find an honest word to find
the truth enslaved
oh you speak to me in riddles
and you speak to me in rhymes
my body aches to breathe your breath
your words keep me alive
And I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes dear
Into this night I wander
it's morning that I dread
another day of knowing of
the path I fear to tread
oh into the sea of waking dreams
I follow without pride
nothing stands between us here
and I won't be denied
and I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes..
08 - DARK THAT FOLLOWS
there's just so many things you never needed to say
like I'm your other soul, but you collect them all
your tears are meaningless, they're written on your face
just like your empty words, just like the chemical
just like the disease that stains you lips tonight
you are the disease that's in my life
if its no one's fault, there's just no one to blame
and nothing to say
this time its no one's fault, so there's nothing to save
and no one to hate, but I want to so bad
believe me
there's just so many ways you never needed to be
like cuts of empty space that never leaves your side
now wipe that stupid look off of your face
you're not the finest one
you're not the only one
you're just a disease that stains her lips tonight
you are the disease that's in my life
If its no one's fault there's just no one to blame
and nothing to say
this time its no one's fault so there's nothing to save
But I want to so bad, believe me
we're great in small doses, I pronounce it
you're set aside, loving me
you're so proud of yourself and your disadvantage to me
It's just something you love to say
the greater the dosage, makes me mispronounce it to be
you're dead inside of me (you're dead inside)
you're dead inside of me (you're dead inside)
But when you're alone, and no one knows
It doesn't seem to matter
You're the same inside of me
If its no one's fault there's just no one to blame
and nothing to say
this time its no one's fault so there's nothing to save
and no one to hate if I say, "I want you so bad"
it doesn't matter, don't believe me
you're just the disease that was in my life
09 - THE PROMISE AND THE THREAT
They won't want you for who you are
so you should step outside your skin
something tells me that we were ment to be
but how can that be?
you run on evil, I run on fumes and stale air
when she came out, she brought her anger
she left her sympathy behind the walls she built for me
So we start spinning
you wouldn't want to let us go easy
or you just might become too weak to stop spinning
you wouldn't want to let him down easy
or he just might become...the promise
I want you for who you are
so you can stay inside your skin
oh, something tells me love isn't enough
but how can that be?
you're not so evil, I'm not so good, crazy or mean
So we start spinning
you wouldn't want to let us go easy
or you just might become too weak to stop spinning
you wouldn't want to let him down easy
or he just might become...the threat
she's so dramatic, she says, "I'm Leaving"
is that a promise or a threat?
So we start spinning
you wouldn't want to let us go easy
or you just might become too weak to stop spinning
you wouldn't want to let him down easy
or he just might become...the one you want
Iam the voice you'll never get
Iam the one...Iam the promise and the threat
10 - QUOTE
tłumaczenie - Cytując
Quote, "you are my soul." unquote now does that sound familiar?
Kiss the boy and make him feel this way. Quote, "well this is me." unquote
you have been so ugly your entire life, so why change now?
Is this how you want to go down? right before my eyes, you are the saddest sight i know. You're quiet, you never make a sound but here inside my mind. You are the loudest one I know.
Quote, "We never talk." unquote and that's when i don't answer. Don't you dare ask why, beacuse you don't want to know. Quote, "Well woe is me." unquote. How different I've become and no one understands, my dear, no one really cares.
Is this how you want to go down? right before my eyes, you are the saddest sight i know. You're quiet, you never make a sound but here inside my mind. You are the loudest one I know.
And you were right, right from the start it took everythign you had, but you finally broke my... and now the old things will pass away. I saw your light once, did you see mine? But not all things will pass away. You turned your light off, so i turned mine
Is this how you want to go down? right before my eyes, you are the saddest sight i know. You're quiet, you never make a sound but here inside my mind. You are the loudest one I know.
And you were right, right from the start it took everythign you had, but you finally broke my... quote. "Hey listen, 'cause I"ll only say this once... I finally found the words that mean enough to me...'Goodbye, my soul." unquote
11 - THE TEASE
Hold your hands into the sky
Pray for my sin, instead of time
Big cities' action of my big city girl
Think she builds her own heaven
Cause she finds it's a lonesome world
Filled with dirty street cars and dirty signs
I hope there comes a time when
I get to see your dirty mind
Hold your hands into the sky
Pray for my sin, instead of time
Low budget movies, change our low budget lives
Theres something.. that joins our lonesome minds
And these bloody faces with their bloodly knives
Say if we ever make it
We'll be somebody's...
Hold your hands into the sky
Pray for my sin, instead of time
You are the massacre, the massacist, the tease
And you're captivating, standing in front of me
Is the reason, Im still wondering why everyone we loved has broke away
Hold your hands into the sky
Pray for my sin, instead of time
You are the massacre, the massacist, the tease
And you're captivating, standing in front of me
Hold your hand into the sky
Pray for my sin, instead of time
So be my masscre, be my massacist, be my tease
Cause you captivate me when you stand in front of me
She wears a butterfly on her wrist
but she might as well cut it's head off
she's holding out for weaponds to kill the ghosts inside
or at least kill the thoughts she has of killing her mind
she says "I love you" with her hands
she says "I hate you" with her eyes
There's a pretty girl somewhere with a pretty name
but I could never let you know how much this means
I swear we'll end this war, because we both know
it wasn't worth fighting for
I wear God's name up by my wrist
but she might as well tear my skin off
She's letting go convictions to release the ghosts inside
to release all the suffering of a cross and a girl
I sing "I love you" way too much
so ill say "I hate you" for tonight
There's a pretty girl somewhere with a pretty name
but I could never let you know how much this means
I swear we'll end this war, because we both know
it wasn't worth fighting for
She, she said to me I will be driving in the wrong direction
did you ever think that maybe your life
is heading in the wrong direction, baby?
there's a cross up on the wall
see from the corner of your eye
when you're down on you knees...and she's begging please
so go and lay back down tonight
because you won't know who you are
until you're down on your knees...your begging please
There's a pretty girl somewhere with a pretty name
but I could never let you know how much this means
I swear we'll end this war, because we both know
it wasn't worth fighting for
she said to me...
02 - STOP AND SAY YOU LOVE ME
tłumaczenie - Zatrzymaj się i powiedz, że mnie kochasz
Hey listen, because I'll only say this once
do you think that you could lose yourself in me?
I could say I want to die by your side one day
but I could never speak the words
because they haven't wrote the words that mean enough to me
so together we can burn this way
stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you
I found a loop hole for us now
it's called redemption of my history
do you think you could look past my fears
tell me now my love
because I will lose it in your eyes, I see firelight in your eyes
I know that things will be better when you are by my side
stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you
stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you
I'm guarded, I'm fragile, but if anyone could ever save me now, you can
stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you
stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you
are you strong enough? am I enough?
are you strong enough to say you love me?
03 - COLD (BUT I'M STILL HERE)
tłumaczenie - Zimno (ale wciąż tu jestem)
hello, I'm your martyr, will you be my gangster
can you feel my trigger hand, moving further down your back
when you hide, hide inside that body
but just remember that when I touch you
the more you shake, the more you give away
cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never
we're far from comfortable this time
cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never
we're far from obvious this time
wait, another minute here, time will kill us after all
now can you feel its second hand wrapped around your neck
so fall into my eyes and fall into my lies
but don't you forget
the more you turn away, the more I want you to stay
cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never
we're far from comfortable this time
cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never
we're far from obvious this time
you're so endearing, you're so beautiful,
well I don't look like they do, and I don't love like they do
but I don't hate like they do
am I ever on your mind?
cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never
we're far from comfortable this time
cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never
we're far from obvious this time
COLD, you broke me from the very first night
I'd love you 'til the day that I die
I'm far too comfortable this time
COLD, I loved you from the very first night
you broke me 'til the day that I die
I'm far too obvious this time
04 - ECLIPSED
we love our tradiges
we're both broken in our own little ways
we're broken, but we fit together just right
you know i saw the black inside your eyes
i saw they were eclipsed by mine...and they looked just right
when our lights meet, will you know me then
and will you want to know it?
it feels like i've known you for so long
when our lights meet, will you want me then
and will you ever know it?
it seems like you've know me for so long
i love your analogies
we're both crazy in our own little ways
we talk about the future and our past lives
i know i loved you then, i know i'd love you know
i know i'll love you then...i know i love you now
when our lights meet, will you know me then
and will you want to know it?
it feels like i've known you for so long
when our lights meet, will you want me then
and will you ever know it?
it seems like you've know me for so long
it seems like i've known you for so long
you can't have everything you want when you want it
i will be everything you want when you want it
wait for me, trust for me, fall for me
even when you don't know you're falling for me
will you fall for it, if it should it'll come around again
but don't wait for me and don't trust in me, don't fall for me
even when you know you're falling for me
when our lights meet, will you know me then
and will you want to know it?
it feels like i've known you for so long
when our lights meet, will you want me then
and will you ever know it?
it seems like you've know me for so long
when our hearts meet, will we make it then
will we even notice that they are eclipsed
05 - BEG
There's a lit cigarette... in the hand of my new angel
she's blowing smoke like halos, and now everybody wants her
but I shouldn't even bother
because you made me so complete dear, but you left me so alone here
hang a noose for my new sinner somewhere everyone can see it
won't you beg me and then tell me how to love you
like anybody else would
I know you're risking failure (risking failure)
go run for cover (for how long)
you better start to love her so much you're moving on and on
now there's a whole wide world...that wants to know
have cheap hotels lost their turn-on? she's bathing in the neon
and she's polluting all the airways while I'm passed out in the hallway
and you left me so in love here, you left with so much hate dear
was I creating only chaos-this world lives just fine without us...won't you?
beg me and then tell me how to love you
like anybody else would
I know you're risking failure (risking failure)
go run for cover (for how long)
you better start love her so much you're moving on and on
will it change your life if I change my mind?
when she's lit the whole wide world
I want to know if you will beg me and then tell me how to love you
like anybody else would
I know you're risking failure, (risking failure) but I'd hope you set your levels (for how long)
so you can run for cover
you better start to love her
now are we this pathetic? you made me finally see it
(will it change your life when I change my mind, will it change your mind when I change my life)
go run for cover
you better start to love her so much you're moving on
I'm so pathetic, you made me finally see it
got what you want? I'm gone
for how long? for how long? for how long will it change your life?
06 - OVER
You better crawl on your knees
the next time you say that you love me
fall on your knees, cuz this time I wont be so kind
can't you see that this is life and life is killing me
is it yours? is it mine?
our sky fell down tonight, to wash away our pain
tell me, over and over and over and over and over again
it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in
show me, over and over and over and over and over again
it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in
you better see how evil you can be
when you see my evil smile
it's the one that you'll remember when I am not so kind
can't you see that this is death and death is saving me
I say burn all your bridges while you still have control of the flame
I know it's hard but you...
tell me, over and over and over and over and over again
it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in
show me, over and over and over and over and over again
it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in
you've hardened to the point
you're hard and to the point
tell me, over and over and over and over and over again
it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in
(hardened to the point)
show me, over and over and over and over and over again
(hard and to the point)
it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in
07 - POSSESSIONS
Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide
voices trapped in yearning, memories trapped in time
the night is my companion, and solitude my guide
would I spend forever here and not be satisfied?
and I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes dear
Through this world I've stumbled
so many times betrayed
trying to find an honest word to find
the truth enslaved
oh you speak to me in riddles
and you speak to me in rhymes
my body aches to breathe your breath
your words keep me alive
And I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes dear
Into this night I wander
it's morning that I dread
another day of knowing of
the path I fear to tread
oh into the sea of waking dreams
I follow without pride
nothing stands between us here
and I won't be denied
and I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes..
08 - DARK THAT FOLLOWS
there's just so many things you never needed to say
like I'm your other soul, but you collect them all
your tears are meaningless, they're written on your face
just like your empty words, just like the chemical
just like the disease that stains you lips tonight
you are the disease that's in my life
if its no one's fault, there's just no one to blame
and nothing to say
this time its no one's fault, so there's nothing to save
and no one to hate, but I want to so bad
believe me
there's just so many ways you never needed to be
like cuts of empty space that never leaves your side
now wipe that stupid look off of your face
you're not the finest one
you're not the only one
you're just a disease that stains her lips tonight
you are the disease that's in my life
If its no one's fault there's just no one to blame
and nothing to say
this time its no one's fault so there's nothing to save
But I want to so bad, believe me
we're great in small doses, I pronounce it
you're set aside, loving me
you're so proud of yourself and your disadvantage to me
It's just something you love to say
the greater the dosage, makes me mispronounce it to be
you're dead inside of me (you're dead inside)
you're dead inside of me (you're dead inside)
But when you're alone, and no one knows
It doesn't seem to matter
You're the same inside of me
If its no one's fault there's just no one to blame
and nothing to say
this time its no one's fault so there's nothing to save
and no one to hate if I say, "I want you so bad"
it doesn't matter, don't believe me
you're just the disease that was in my life
09 - THE PROMISE AND THE THREAT
They won't want you for who you are
so you should step outside your skin
something tells me that we were ment to be
but how can that be?
you run on evil, I run on fumes and stale air
when she came out, she brought her anger
she left her sympathy behind the walls she built for me
So we start spinning
you wouldn't want to let us go easy
or you just might become too weak to stop spinning
you wouldn't want to let him down easy
or he just might become...the promise
I want you for who you are
so you can stay inside your skin
oh, something tells me love isn't enough
but how can that be?
you're not so evil, I'm not so good, crazy or mean
So we start spinning
you wouldn't want to let us go easy
or you just might become too weak to stop spinning
you wouldn't want to let him down easy
or he just might become...the threat
she's so dramatic, she says, "I'm Leaving"
is that a promise or a threat?
So we start spinning
you wouldn't want to let us go easy
or you just might become too weak to stop spinning
you wouldn't want to let him down easy
or he just might become...the one you want
Iam the voice you'll never get
Iam the one...Iam the promise and the threat
10 - QUOTE
tłumaczenie - Cytując
Quote, "you are my soul." unquote now does that sound familiar?
Kiss the boy and make him feel this way. Quote, "well this is me." unquote
you have been so ugly your entire life, so why change now?
Is this how you want to go down? right before my eyes, you are the saddest sight i know. You're quiet, you never make a sound but here inside my mind. You are the loudest one I know.
Quote, "We never talk." unquote and that's when i don't answer. Don't you dare ask why, beacuse you don't want to know. Quote, "Well woe is me." unquote. How different I've become and no one understands, my dear, no one really cares.
Is this how you want to go down? right before my eyes, you are the saddest sight i know. You're quiet, you never make a sound but here inside my mind. You are the loudest one I know.
And you were right, right from the start it took everythign you had, but you finally broke my... and now the old things will pass away. I saw your light once, did you see mine? But not all things will pass away. You turned your light off, so i turned mine
Is this how you want to go down? right before my eyes, you are the saddest sight i know. You're quiet, you never make a sound but here inside my mind. You are the loudest one I know.
And you were right, right from the start it took everythign you had, but you finally broke my... quote. "Hey listen, 'cause I"ll only say this once... I finally found the words that mean enough to me...'Goodbye, my soul." unquote
11 - THE TEASE
Hold your hands into the sky
Pray for my sin, instead of time
Big cities' action of my big city girl
Think she builds her own heaven
Cause she finds it's a lonesome world
Filled with dirty street cars and dirty signs
I hope there comes a time when
I get to see your dirty mind
Hold your hands into the sky
Pray for my sin, instead of time
Low budget movies, change our low budget lives
Theres something.. that joins our lonesome minds
And these bloody faces with their bloodly knives
Say if we ever make it
We'll be somebody's...
Hold your hands into the sky
Pray for my sin, instead of time
You are the massacre, the massacist, the tease
And you're captivating, standing in front of me
Is the reason, Im still wondering why everyone we loved has broke away
Hold your hands into the sky
Pray for my sin, instead of time
You are the massacre, the massacist, the tease
And you're captivating, standing in front of me
Hold your hand into the sky
Pray for my sin, instead of time
So be my masscre, be my massacist, be my tease
Cause you captivate me when you stand in front of me