01 - SHALLOW

You're watching the cars, movies and stars
They are your lifetime... 
Yet all that I am is half what we are 
Maybe some other time 
I'll get it right
I'll get it right 

Oh sweet voice on the phone 
You sound so alone 
'Cause you couldn't be wasted
Yet all that I ever was 
To you I am 
I'm less than a man 

That slowly changes out of phase 
And I don't know why it is
Its an ever changing simple thing that I miss...

While watching TV take in what you say 
So you're death is painless 
When all that I ever was returns again 
I'm all that I am 

And I'll get it right
When I get it right
'Cause I'll get it right 
When I get it right 

But I'm slowly changing out of phase 
And I don't know why it is 
It's an ever-changing simple thing that I know 
But don't know why it is 
That I'm longing for a sweet embrace, which I miss



02 - RAPTURE

tłumaczenie - Zachwyt

In the life of the wrong a love lingered on, love lingered on to frustration.
And if our love is so wrong, what should we do alone? 
Or am I just a picture in a photograph?
Why are we stuck in this pantomime fearing a god who died?
One who would not deny lovers? 
And I don't care what they say, if what you need is your faith, 
Then take a look at my face and know...

That till your rapture falls to pieces
Until your rapture falls to pieces
Find in me the room to breathe, simple things like suffering

Life had gone this way...
Life is gone this way... 

Still in the life of the wrong we all moved along? 
Another life evolved to gestation
And so we made our way with the mistake we made
But she was just a picture in the photograph
So she walked in the baby's room
Knowing what she should do leaves me in absolute horror
She put her hand on its lips she gave it one last kiss
And sang some tune that went...

Until your rapture falls to pieces
'Till your rapture falls to pieces
Find in me the room to breathe,
Simple things are suffering

And I would and I would, destroy your god
Yes I would if I could destroy your god
Because you're born again
Until you're worn again

Until your rapture falls to pieces
'till your rapture falls to pieces
Find in me the room to breathe,
Sinful things are suffering
'till your rapture falls to pieces
t'ill your rapture falls to pieces

But, if this must be, then burn with me
Anything
Just don't leave...

Find in me...
Room to breathe...
Enmity...
Suffering................

She swore she heard the voice of jesus
Telling her "it was wrong to keep it"
And one more thing, it looked like me
Back when it breathed...Rest in peace
Until the rapture comes to meet us



03 - OVERDOSE

I'll take one, 'cause I needed to feel it so much
I had an emotional crutch, but
I'm feeling bored so ill take some more
'Cause nothing is happening

And once you told me that you loved me so much
I foolishly began to trust, but
Now I'm ignored and I'm taking more, till
Something is happening.

I'll take one 'cause I needed to feel it so much
I needed that thing we call fun, but
Now I'm ignored and ill take some more, till
something is happening

Cause once I thought you were right here with me, so
Maybe I'll take two or three
Until I believe what I have seen is really happening.

Morpheus! how could you leave me when I had need of your love?
Stop holding back!
Give me one reason to think you're decent
When I am Alone

Don't you ever try to bring me back With this one I needed to feel you so much, 
I Wantingly longed for your touch, but
Now I'm ignored and I'm feeling bored
'till something is happening.

Because once I thought you were right here with me so
Maybe I should take two or three
Until I believe what I have seen is really happening

With this one I needed to feel you so much
I needed that thing we call fun, but
Now I'm ignored and I'm feeling bored till something is happening.

And once I thought you were right here with me, so 
Maybe I'll take two or three
Until I believed that what I have seen is really happening.

No no more
God Morpheus why did you leave me when I had need of your love
No holding back now! Give me the real thing!
I've got a reason 
When I am alone

Don't you ever try to take me back.



04 - FALLS APART

I messed up again when I tried
You spend all your money and I...
And, oh! By the way. 
With all you did nothing has changed
So lie like a waste by the side
As everything just falls apart
'Cause everything just fell apart for me

I cracked my head and broke my 
I correct my head and broke my 
I cracked my head and broke my heart

And I don't feel the need to go on 
I was happier singing along the way 
I had things, I need to say 
But now its like a swallowed tape 
That holds up my face from inside 

'as everything just falls apart
'Cause everything just fell apart for me 

I cracked my head and broke my 
I cracked my head and broke my 
I cracked my head and broke my heart

So woe is me
Oh woe is me, yeah
Woe is me 
It all fell apart

I cracked my head and broke my
I cracked my head and broke my 
I cracked my head and broke my...heart

And the hell of it is what we are 
We finish and wish we could start again
Our skin tears away as our memories fade with age
And we don't even know 'til its gone...
But everything just fell apart 
'Cause everything just falls apart for me 

I cracked my head and broke my 
I cracked my head and broke my 
I cracked my head and broke my heart

So woe is me 
It all falls apart you see
So woe is me 
It all fell apart 

I cracked my head and broke my 
I cracked my head and broke my 
I cracked my head and broke my heart

Everything just comes down
It falls around me cause, well...
Everything just falls uhhhh...

So woe is me 
It all falls apart you see 
So woe is me
It all fell apart 

But I cracked my head and broke my 
I cracked my head and broke my 
Everything just falls a...



05 - FOREVER

There is no safe place for me to hide
Theres no safe place for me, too tired
There is no safe place for me to hide
Theres no safe place for me...

It always hurts when it's someone you love
Wont you rise above
There's a price in blood

It always hurts when it's someone you love
Wont you rise above
There's a price in love

There is no safe place for me to hide
There's no safe place for me, i'm so tired
There is no safe place for me to hide
Theres no safe place for me
I'm tired 

So tell me a story about your life
I don't mind, I don't mind
Wont you tell me?- that will be just fine.
I don't mind, ilde mind.
Singin' songs about the 'ald lang zine'
I don't mind, I don't mind...

(Forever)
Wont you lend me your sins against you
For every thing I understand
One thousand more won't comprehend (Forever)
It always hurts when its someone you love
Wont you rise, rise above
(Forever)
It always hurts when it's someone you love
Wont you rise above
There's a price in blood

I see the car that your mom keeps sending,
when I breathe it feels just like my life is ending.
I think of the one that I most respected and
all the words that I'm now regretting.
Id hold them now, but i'm bruised and beaten
and I'm alone and I've barely eaten.
And it seems just like the way it goes
that down the road we may have known
about the love in both of us we push and shove,
betray the trust, don't let this make a fool of us
i'm tired hungry broke and just
wish I could come back home

Forever, forever
Calling you out I called your bluff
But "that just wasn't good enough"
You split my face and spilled my blood
Then tears ran down the face I loved

It always hurts when its someone you love
Wont you rise above?



06 - LOSING

I asked it where it had been 
Then we started arguing
I'm just like the other ones
But I don't believe you think I'm dumb
And where did all the money go?
Did jesus come and no one know?

Sugar, spice and insulin
Hold me 'til you're back again
'Cause it feels like I'm losing you 
When it feels like I'm losing you 

We can try to laugh it off, I guess
Claiming blissful listlessness
But I miss, how it used to be
She only looks like you
When it's using me 

Her silver spoon oblivion
Paints her blue and back again
While I hear...
I love you 
I need you 
I'm still here 

Then I fear that I'm losing you
When it feels like I'm losing you 
When it feels like I'm losing you 
Then it feels like I'm losing you
So do you do what you do for the love of it ?
Or do you do what you do with the thought of this? 
Tell me my love, am I enough... 

So I was still trying and fighting 
And pushing in vein
And all that I did just to stop it 
Would add to it's strength
Because a juggernaut will not stop even with you in the way 

When it's given the choice of its life or to lose
I'm not so sure just which one you will choose

But I'm losing you 
It feels like I'm losing you 
When it feels like I'm losing you 
then I fear that I'm losing you 

So do you do what you do for the love of it 
Or do you do what you do with the thought of this 
Tell me my loves
Was I enough?



07 - UNKIND

A perfect cancer was spreading and twisting
You start explaining and I'll stop pretending
That all of my actions are for you
And all of my heartache is from...

All that I needed was a life
Cause all that I found in you was a lie
All that I asked for was some time
Damn it all I love you
But, you're unkind

You gave your body to all who were willing
And took these pleasures that I wasn't filling
And everything sacred to me
Just adds to the heaving when I breathe.

So all that I needed was a life
Cause all that I found in you was a lie
And all that I asked for was some time
Damn it all I love you
But, you're unkind
To me you're unkind
To me... (and now we come clean)

Even though you had been used before I saved myself for you
But the contents of my stomach fell when I was told the truth
After one last desperation I begged you for some time
God damn it all
I loved you and you were unkind

She said all that I needed was a life
Cause all that I found in you was a lie 
And all that I asked for was some time
Damn it all!
Damn it all!
But your un...

So, all that I needed was a life
Cause all that I found in you was a lie
yeah all that I asked for was some time
Damn it all I love you
But, you're unkind
So all that I needed was a life
Cause all that I found in you was a lie
yeah all that I asked for was some time
Damn it all I love you
But, you're....
Your unkind to me..
To, me..

But damn it all I love you and you're un...



08 - DANSE RUSSE

Hold onto me please
Don't you let go of me
Come on over 
Roll on over
I just need to feel you breathe

Hold onto me please
Don't you let go of me
Think on over
Roll on over 
I just need to feel you breathe....

Into my head is out of my mind
Then I become a day behind 
And I can't help but wonder why that some days are the very worst case
When I cannot believe that I'm living this way
Kismet tell me its okay and I'll guess it's just a twist of the fate

There's a tiny dancer in my bed 
And she never has too much to say 
She reminds me of the Danse' Russe 
When my emotions are wounded 
Her motions and movements chase the ghosts from me

Hold on to me please
Don't you let go of me
Come on over 
Roll on over 
I just need to feel you breathe

Hold on to me please 
Don't you let go of me
Come on over 
Think it over 
I just need to feel you...

Quietly while you sleep 
Whispering the sweetest things
Close those eyes and start the dream
'Cause all of this is what you mean to me 

Come over and I'll show you 
Shamrocks are an eight-leaf clover
Won't you reach up and touch my shoulder
And sing to me heavenly
Yes, sing for the life of me

About a tiny dancer in my bed 
When she never has too much to say 
She reminds me of the Danse' Russe 
When my emotions are wounded 
Her motions and movements chase the ghosts from me

'Cause there's a tiny dancer in my bed
And she never has too much to say 
She reminds me of the Danse' Russe 
When my emotions are wounded 
Her motions and movements ...

Won't you chase my ghost from me...

So much emotion, so much in motion
Chase this ghost for me.



09 - DIRTY

All of my life I've tried to be like the man in the pictures with outstretched hands
Wearing purple around his neck and he's saying words that I cant forget.

Wont you tell me just who made you judge and ruler over me?
Little girl, can you tell just who made you
so very god damned holy?

Cause I tried to be the best I could
And I did the best my frail mind could
I'd trade it all just for one touch
I'd give it all to be enough
To make things new

'Cause one n a million is all the same
I've taken aspirin for my pain
Empty bottles just seem to say
I cannot make this go away

Hey you, tell me just who made this judge and ruler over me
I can tell what I want just to make it
So very goddamn holy.

Cause I tried to be the best I could
And I did the best my frail mind could
I'd trade it all just for one touch
I'd give it all to be enough
To make things new
To make things new inside so I could be like...

I'd trade it all just for one touch
I'd give it all to be it

And I did the best a boy could do
And I did the best my frail mind could
I'd trade it all just for one touch
I'd give it all to be enough
To make things new inside
To make things new
So I could be like you
I tried so hard to make things
New.



10 - COLD INSIDE

Cold on the inside In phases my lights die 
Staring through ardent eyes I love you, but I lied 

Cold on the inside In faces a smile dies 
Staring through ardent eyes I loathe you, but I lied 

But "it should be okay," they said 
"Just forget the pain," they said 
Well, I could always, Lie 
And yet the doctor said that 
I would be just fine Yeah the whitecoat said that 
I would live until I'm Cold on the inside of me 
I'm cold on the inside of me 

Cold on the inside In me the little child 
Holds thoughts that I hide 
Dead though I seem a lie 

But "it should be okay," they said 
"And just forget the pain," they said 
Well, I could always, Lie 
Yeah, the doctor said that I would be just fine 
Yeah, the whitecoat said that I would live until I'm 

Cold on the inside In me the lights die 
Staring through ardent eyes 
As tears drop like moist flies 

"it should be okay," they said 
"and just forget the pain," they said 
Well, I could always... 

Lie 

Yeah, the doctor said that I would be just fine 
Yeah, they call me well, but I might live 
Too long to die on the inside of me 
'cause I'm cold on the inside of me 



11 - HOUSE CARPENTER

Our mistake was the love we made I didn't deliberate 
But I never meant you wrong No I didn't mean it 

If you've ever lost a loved one I pray for you, 
I really do If you've ever lost a loved one I pray for you... 

'Cause there s a sad and lonely comfort 
In the hollow of your eyes 
But don't you let it take you over 
'Cause it will eat you up inside 

I heard you're married to a house carpenter 
And your love will never be mine... 

If you're not breathing why am I 
Left alone in this ship 
If you're not breathing 
Why am I left alone? 
With a sad and lonely comfort 
Of the hollow in your eyes 
But don't you let it take me under 
'Cause it will eat me up inside 

I'm sure you're married to your house carpenter 
And your love will never be mine ... 
All the pain and the way it was 
All of the shame and the hate, because 
I was in love with the way it was 
All that I do I do for you 

All the pain and the way it was 
All of the shame and the hate, 
because I was in love with the way it was 
All that I do I do for you 
If you're not breathing 
Why am I? left alone in this shit. 
If you're not breathing 
Why am I left alone? 

With a sad and lonely comfort 
Of the hollow in your eyes 
But won't let it take me over 
'Cause it will eat me up inside 

I'm sure you're buried with your house carpenter 
And your face I'll never see no more 
Your face I'll never see no more 
Your face Your face 
Your face Your face... 

With a sad and lonely comfort 
Of the hollow in your eyes 
But I won't let it take me under 
'Cause it will eat me up inside 

Yeah I heard your married to a house carpenter 
And your love will never me mine 
No, your love will never be mine...